About Me
http://entahaku-takingat.blogspot.com

The name’s
FAEZ, some peeps called me
EZZO.
Gets older on
23 Jan 92
Currently I'm in NYP, pursuing Diploma in Mechatronics Engg
I have such a
wonderful family and friends
They are all that I need in my life right now
Love them =)
I am somehow a crazy person but sometimes very secretive
Well,
Hate me for all I care
Anyway this is
MY page, so
MYOB. ty.
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
9:52 PM
k well just came back from
UG campfire and to tell the
truth it kinda sucks =Pand the
reason why it sucks it is because of ME!!!!(
FAEZ YOU SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!!!)
anyway let me tell you
what happen from MY point of view...k well early in the morning woke up early and get ready my stuff
and
headed for school(from the EAST to the WEST) got sumthing on there...then there at school saw our
new sir Lian Yun(sp?)then after that met with
Tarmizi and
Shahrizan...
then
Nabilah, Atiqah, Yi siong, Azreen, Hajar, Wei ming, Eddie, came...
(
thanks guys for coming early i really appreciate it)
then we later
wait for the others bcoz we can't start without them...and then
the rest came late(and to tell the truth that really pissed me off)but i did
nothing...anyway after they came
we start the pre-post campfire/mock campfireand
if i'm not wrong they took nearly 30 min to settle down...(
that too really pissed me off coz we are way 1 hour behind time)but i did
nothing....then
after they settle down start our mock campfire..and
if i'm not wrong they took only 45 min to do the mock campfire and some more they did NOT DO from the beginning to the ending...and then
if i'm not wrong they took 3 HOURS to have their rest...and
while they have their rest... i went out...to tell the truth i went out and nearly plan to commit suicidebut then
did not do it coz i felt so wrong really wrong... so went to
Assyakirin mosque to pray for my sins(for what i did or did not do) and also about the UG campfire(hope it was a success)...then after that went back to school...
then
deep deep inside me was really pissed off because
most of them were like not practicing the song or discuss about the campfireso
i went to help out doing the soaking of firewood...then after doing the soaking i saw most of them still not do the things they should do...
(
guys next time do not depend on others...take the initiative to lead others)
that time i was
F**king PISSED OFF...and i really cannot stand it anymore...
and
to tell the truth i was really really sad and very disappointed in myself for not being a good person in charge and for not taking the initiative to make you guys do what you guys should do...and so i kinda cry one corner to relive myself and to think it over....where and what i did wrong...so i blame the whole thing on me..then some who saw me try to cheer me up thanks and
Bedah thanks a lot for trying to cheer me up and make me come back to my senses i really appreciate it =)but
still there was a little bit of disappointment in me... so went to Lakeside MRT to relive myself and there senior Xi an saw me...so we like talk...
then we made our way back to the school...
and so we had to move along and start the campfire...
well we start the campfire quite late than expected..
what to do but to move on...anyway i had a quite fun times with you guys..
and so as usual after the campfire we had debrief..
and after that debrief i add on some things to tell them..
well actually i just wanted to say i'm sorryfor what i did and i'm really really really sorry from the bottom of my heart i'm really very so sorrythen after that went back home...
and now update my blog..
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MY ACTUAL "SPEECH" GUYS I WANT TO SAY I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I DID JUST NOW... AND I'M SORRY THAT I'M NOT BEING A GOOD LEADER TO YOU GUYS AND I KNOW THAT I SUCKS BIG TIME...AND EVEN THOUGH THE CAMPFIRE SUCKS YOU GUYS STILL TRY HARD TO MAKE IT LIVELY I APPRECIATE VERY MUCH =DAND I ALSO LEARN SOME THING FROM THIS EVENT...AND WHAT I LEARN FROM THIS IS THAT CAMPFIRE IS NOT ALL ABOUT THE PLANNING BUT ABOUT HAVING FUN WITH YOUR FRIENDS DURING THE EVENT...AND ONCE AGAIN.....I'M VERY SORRY.....~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
SUMMARY OF THE WHOLE EVENT....MY SACRIFICES:1) I SACRIFICE MY HOLIDAYS DOING THIS PROPOSAL2) MY QUALITY TIME WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS3) MY QUALITY TIME HELPING OUT MOM4) THE DAYS THAT I SHOULD BE IN HOSPITAL TO RECOVER FROM MY INJURY5) THE ONLY CHANCES TO GO OVERSEAS FOR HOLIDAY6) THE ONLY CHANCES TO PLAY SOCCER AT KALLANG WITH MY FRIENDS7) THE SLEEP I NEED FOR THE NEXT DAY8) THE ENERGY I NEED FOR THE NEXT DAYMY BENEFIT:1) ONE UG CAMPFIRE2) SOME LECTURES3) THE FEELING OF BEING PISSED OFF4) LEARN THE TRUE MEANING OF HAVING FUN WITH FRIENDS DURING THE CAMPFIRE5) LEARN THAT FAEZ IS A WEAK PERSON AND SUCKS BIG TIMEMY RATINGS:MOCK UG CAMPFIRE: 3.5/10AUDIENCE: 4/10M/C: 6.5/10SONG LEADER: 6.5/10TOTAL EVENT:4.5/10 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
WELL BEFORE I GO I WANNA SAID THAT I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I DID THAT EVENING ALSO FOR NOT DOING A GOOD JOB ANDA BIG THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE AND NEVER TO GIVE UP....(ALPHABETICAL ORDER)SORRY AND THANK YOU TO AMIRULSORRY AND THANK YOU TO ASHIKINSORRY AND THANK YOU TO ASYRAFSORRY AND THANK YOU TO ATIQAHSORRY AND THANK YOU TO AZREENSORRY AND THANK YOU TO EDDIESORRY AND THANK YOU TO FITRISORRY AND THANK YOU TO HAINISORRY AND THANK YOU TO HAJARSORRY AND THANK YOU TO HAKIMISORRY AND THANK YOU TO NABILAHSORRY AND THANK YOU TO SHAHRIZANSORRY AND THANK YOU TO SYAFIQSORRY AND THANK YOU TO TARMIZISORRY AND THANK YOU TO THAHIRAHSORRY AND THANK YOU TO YI SIONGSORRY AND THANK YOU TO ZAIZIKKISORRY AND THANK YOU TO ZUBAIDAHSORRY AND THANK YOU TO ZULAIHA(
SORRY IF THERE IS SOMEONE I MISS OUT OR WRONG SPELLING DO TELL ME THX )
orite i think tats all...bb and tc guys...
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