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Friday, November 30, 2007
10:50 PM
kk i'm like so bored so think i'll just update my blog... now as the days drew nearer i feel so restless thinking of the days life without you guys...and next year maybe i'll have everything newnew school,house,friends,teachers and maybe new attitude....now saying good bye seems to be the hardest word to me and all i could do is just to watch you guys go on without me...i'm so helpless...now maybe this is the right time to say THANK YOU very much to everyone i met at YCSS i had a BLAST knowing you guys...THANK YOU for the WONDERFUL MEMORIES I HAVE WITH YOU GUYS...I APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH AND WILL KEPT IN THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART...to tell the truth every night i will cry coz i kept thinking abt leaving you guys and even NOWas i type this post tears roll down my cheeks...='( but still crying doesn't help...and also as i type this post i remember all the days i had with you guys... and i think this year 2007 is the best year i ever had...='( and maybe next year when i'm gone just remember that I, MOHAMED FAEZ BIN MOHAMED SAHID, WILL MISS YOU GUYS VERY MUCH AND YOU GUYS WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART....oh god what did i do to deserve this miserable life and to lost what i love very much!!!
and now i like to say sorry
for all the mean things i said or if i ever lied to you guys
and for all the things i did and didn't do...
i don't mind if you guys don't forgive me cos i know sumtimes sorry are just not good enough....
anyway i think its time for me to say good bye...so....GOOD BYE TO ALL
anyway this past few days you guys can only contact my hp coz my home no will have problem...and do tell me if got anything happen..=Duntill then so long and good bye...
♥
kk anyway today went to friday prayers..then teman fitri to thiong bahru(sp?)
then went home and went to night class...k i think tats all
sori for the short post...
♥
Thursday, November 29, 2007
8:53 PM
Its time to update my blog again... =D
anyway
last night had this nightmare again...and
some more it is the same as the last nightmare...but this time it freak me outand really it do
freak me out...k
let me tell you guys the nightmare since i'm like bored...k it started like this...
i was in this
dim light room and the
room has no door or window...and
i'm all alone...in front of me there was this
TV...suddenly this
TV switch on itself..it shows all my friends sitting and all were like EMO and sad...then there is
this man in a black hood walk slowly past all my friend and there all died...this is where i was freak out...
the man in hood suddenly stare at me with his red eyesbut i can't see him...and
he call out my FORMER NAME (btw i had this name b4 i was named faez and there is only 3 people who know my "real" name... and in all my years no one ever call me by that name)this is when i was totally freak out and my heart was like stop as if some one shot me in the heart...and i got this feeling tat this black hood person is someone i know as if he is like my twin brother as in blood related twin brother..coz he can think wad i'm thinking...then everything went blur and i woke up....
k that was the most scary nightmare i had....
anyway today had a
very weird day coz i can hear voices and it kept saying my former name....and i kinda piss off...anyway went out with the most special person to me..she's like one in a billion in this world...hahahahax =Danyway went out with her and it was quite fun...=Pthen went out again to religious class and me and my lil bros were late again...
and then bak home and yada3 and bla3...
orite
i'm left with only 2 more days and i'm offreally seh i'm like gonna miss you guys...anyway
tmr i'll be going to friday prayers as usual and night religious class...and on Monday i need to go to school to get some form...(if i'm not wrong its transfer of school form i think =/)anyway until nxt time...till god know when...i'll be seeing you guys again...
so bb and tc peeps
anyway the person i went out is not who you think she is...(pandai2 lah korang pikir..hahahax)
♥
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
9:29 PM
kk well today
woke up early and help mom carried some groceries from the market...then
rot at home in the afternoon thats when i
received news from the neighbor's children thatmy lil bro was "lost"than my mom like panic coz tat time it was freaking raining...so we like panic...i kept my cool while mom like panic call all my lil bro's friends..
anyway
few hours later we found him...then
night time me and my lil bros went to religious class and we were like late hahahaxanyway then return home and yada3 and more bla3
anyway sad to say today i have a clumsy day...=/clumsy as in i get myself hurt...like
today i scalded myself with hot water,
hurt my ankle,
and trip and fell and kinda land on my knee...OUCH tat gonna hurt...anyway i
'm left only with 3 more days and i'll be offand maybe if i'm off....i'll have everything new...new house, school, friends and maybe new attitude and many2 more...hmm...well now i'm thinking what would life be next year?
well that is for god to know and me to find out....XD
anyway right now i'm feeling so restless cos "the day" to leave you guys is getting nearer
kk i think tats all bb tc peeps...
♥
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
9:34 PM
kk i'm bak hahahahax
anyway in da morning went to school coz got
NPcc stock checking...so as usual went to school early and as usual also came early and no one was there only me..
anyway few min later they start to came...
and we start to work....then we finish early than expected
anyway many2 thx to :
Tarmizi Fitri Haini Bedah Lehafor doing the
logistic list... =Dso i told them abt this
spooky story hahahahax
anyway
just hope i dun scare them =Panyway after tat went to
JP had our lunch at Banquet(sp?) then met up with
Yasser =D
and after lunch the girls go i donno where XD
and the boys we
lepakhahaha i had a
BLAST hang out with
Fitri and Tarmiziwe were like mostly laugh our ass off!!!
we "explore" JP then went to JW lib..
there at the
Lib we had fun had "BOYS" talkXD and then make noise like
kecoh hahahax
anyway after tat
went home took bus 246 hahahax
we like
make noise in the bus and people like looking at usfunny sakthen went bak home and went to
religious classthen update this blog and logistic list thingy...
kk i think tats all
bb tc
anyway for those who can read my so call"special post"pls don't tell anyone..thxanyway today i had nth to post abt but just to let you know i will be at Bedok frm 1 dec onwardsanyway msg for Tarmizi ehk ko lame seh =Pand also don't forget to tag : FHNLLthx
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Sunday, November 25, 2007
9:02 PM
k i think its time to blog =D
well today
wake up early in the morning and went to religious class with dad =Dk i donno but it seems that i like to go to this religious class =Danyway after class went out and had this
"last day lepak with faez" thingy with my
J.W. peepsso went out had fun with them =D
they were like very kecoh as if they were the only one there....then some of us were
"scolded" by the public hahahahax
total embarrassment sak XD
but yet i had fun =D
i think tats all i did today...
anyway i have
another 6 more days and i'll be at the east side of Singapore ....anyway
i want to lepak with all my friends but donno when or can they make it?hmm...
anyway
tonight had to unpack all my stuff...and its very tiring man....
kk i think tats all
orite peeps take care and bb
for my special report today...well on the 1 of December i'll be at Bedok!!!! yup2 bedok...sad seh cos i'm gonna seriously miss you guys :'( anyway those who had read my special postpls tag this : BBLDFthx so i know who had read my special post...=D
♥
Saturday, November 24, 2007
11:34 PM
i'm bak muahahaha XD
well wuss up guys....
anyway today kinda had
fun as in freaking fun hahahax i'm loving it man!!!!lolx
woke up early in the morning for the school open house then get ready stuff yada3 went to the new school met with the Band members =Dthen most of them were like asking me "faez nari ko nyer last day ehk?"then i answered. ...ar...tu ko pandai2 pikirkan but maybe ya....then i went to the old school building coz the new NP room was like located at the old building =.=there met up with
Tarmizi Atiqah and Ashikin they all....
and then got a problem the metal gate cannot open so we were like waiting outside the room =.=
then bla3....then changed into Full-U....then yada3
anyway we (as in us and
yasser and bedah) were like mostly taking picture coz we were like bored wad to do....=/
walaupon kite bored it turn out to be fun with the picture that we took hahahahax XDthen after the open house at school me
tarm atiqah bedah and ashikinwent to take neoprint..then after that atiqah went home and the rest went to superbowl
and like tot yass and gang were there but sad to say they did not turn up...
then i went bak home coz the pickup lorry was like arriving after evening(lepas maghrib)
yada3 kk think tats all =D
anyway
i'm gonna miss you people very much!!!I PRAYED TO GOD THAT I WOULD LIKE TO STAY 4EVER...BUT IF I CAN'T I WILL JUST PRAYED THAT GOD WILL LOOK AFTER MY FRIENDS =D
orite this is a special report from me =Dif i'm not wrong if you highlighted the text you can read it...=Dso about the moving thingy...carry some stuff then..went to new upper changi rd...and went to put some stuff and pack some stuff too...then just now i just finished unpacked my stuff and all....ala senang katekan....aku nampak nyer tak akan tinggal di situ selama-lamanye...kalao paham keep this to yourself its top secret!!!
AND don't tell a soul...not even one!!!!
kalao tak paham tak pe pandai2 ko pikirakan....anyway if theres anything happen like e.g. i'm not moving..i will tell you guys... =D
I'LL MISS YOU PEOPLE VERY MUCH
♥
Friday, November 23, 2007
11:35 PM
yo wuss up guys... =D
today in the
morning did some packing up and
yesterday night me and my lil bros had to sleep in the living room coz my room was like full of boxes and its really messy...=/and
today continue with the packing up stuff cos tomorrow is like "the day"...then after packing up stuff went to
friday prayers then in the bus met with
sulaiman...then after prayers went out to
buy stuff for this Sat...then went bak home and then
went to religious class...anyway today at religious class was quite decent than the other days donno y?
then kinda
lepaks with my friends..then went bak home
and
continue with the packing up stuff and for me had to wake up early cos tmr i'm like helping at school.....k tats all i kinda did for today...
anyway about
my blog's song its kinda
jiwang so for those who doesn't like
jiwang song sori to say you can get out of my blog muahahaha XD
anyway recently i always had this feeling of rindu all my friends...=/k i think tats all...
bye2 peeps and do take care
=D
♥
Thursday, November 22, 2007
12:35 AM
k now since i'm like freaking bored i'm just blog...but what to blog about?k just blog about craps yahoo!!!orite...hmm....well i'm now worry about myself actually...and wonder what happen if i'm not around as in i'm not in YCSS..hmm..?well tat can think later....recently i feel so sad donno why as if i'm like dying..=Xand my life is starting to get bored easily even though i'm with my friends...hmm ...i feel like there is sum jiwang thingy inside of me wan to let lose...k i don't understand wad the hell i'm talking about.....well i try to be perfect but it just not worth it...nvm i'll be just fine but actually i'm notwell lets talk "craps"again hahaxwell some say there is three simple words and tat is.....i love youbut to me its the opposite..i mean its easy to say, yes...but do you really understandit?huh do you?lets put aside understanding love....how about showing love?i can't really see the love around me all i see is violence....where is the love yaw!!!if there is love there should be peacepeople just don't understand the true meaning of love...neither do i...=Xbut can't you just show a little bit of appreciation?one small steps can turn into a distances...am i rite?well i think tats allkk enough crapsanyway today early in the morning i was like freaking busybusy packing my stuff and my lil bro tat is...and my house is like a mess with all the boxes aroundtats bcoz mom say tat the pickup truck will come tis Saturady(as in 24/11/2007)!!!and nxt few days aku akan terlajak kat east side of Singapore...=Xthen help mom in the kitchen yada3then went out with mom...and had a great talk with momand i realised tat when i was little boy....mom told me i had sumthing special in me...and i was like surprised when i heard what mom actually told me....then after tat went homethen update my blog bla3well tats all i thinkbb tc see you peeps nxt time...=D
♥
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
3:24 PM
kk i'm bak hahahx i'm like now
tired and sleepy coz had not enough sleep
after tat
nightmare -_-"...
anyway
last night(tuesday night) had a short sleep and had tis weird
dream...again but tis time its like so
jiwang anyway its about the
conversation i had with my friend a long time ago...k since i'm like bored i just tell u guys wad is it about....
well it goes like tis...
my friend:Faez leh aku tanye ko satu question tak?me:leh..aper dier?my friend:aper itu cinta?dalam pandangan kau...me:aik asal ko tanye aku tu hahax...me: dalam pandangan aku cinta itu adalah perasaan yang tidak boleh dinafikan oleh semua manusia, kebanyakkan orang cakap cinta itu buta....untuk aku betul tapi aku tak tgk cinta dgn mata tapi dgn hatiku ini hahahx macam paham seh aku and they always said tat love make people go crazy...my friend:ouh k thx and faez ko pernah jatuh cinta?me:(silence)ar...no hahahx..my friend:then macam maner ko tahu pasal cinta ini tu semuame:ar.. entah hahahaxmy friend:ouh k tak pe...my friend:eh can i ask you another question?me:boleh ..aper?my friend:wad do you do when you love this person?kk to be continued...hahahax
k well today
clear up my room pack all mine and my lil bro stuff mom said the pickup truck will come this Saturday!!! W.T.H!!then went to SB there met up with kamarul, fitri, bedah, haini,we played bowling and arcade had fun hahaxthen went bak home...and after tat went to religious classand now update my blog hahax =D
kk tats all bb peeps tc and faez roll out!!! i'm rolling!!!
♥
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
11:03 PM
k now time to update my blog...
today had another NP meeting with my NP friends (mainly the MC and song Leaders but there are others too but failed to come....)they are:
Tarmizi Haini Bedah Fitri...these are my friends who i know they will be there when i need help =Danyway went to lib same place....i had to admit we had fun...and
bedah was like
hyper she kept saying the transformers thingy the :
autobots roll out....
and
we like reply :rolling...
and
we were like laughing our ass off like mad people and
someone actually complainedand the
security guard came up to check...lolx
anyway we
manage to complete the UG campfire thingy yay!! and
i have not finish with the proposal aww sad T.T.....
anyway after the
meeting went to take Neoprint then to LJS then when theygo jam i went to east side of singapore...(
dari tanjung ke tanjung )
then went bak home... then update the proposal...then
boredom strikes nth to do =.=
k now since i'm still bored and can't sleep....
i wan to tell you
peeps tis weird nightmare i have last night(monday night)well in tat nightmare...
i was in a
dim-lighted room where there is
no windows or doors only four wallssurrounded me and there is this tv in front of me..the
tv suddenly switch on by itself and
it shows all of my friends and the are all like emo thingy sad...
then there is tis person in a black hoodperson..
and as he walk pass my friends, one by one died!!i was so freaking out, shocked and scared that i tried to shout but can't cos i had no mouth...then as i woke up and nearly hit the wall beside me....
i was like sweating...
and then after tat nightmare i don't even dare to think about it again...
anyway they say tat in your dreams it will be opposite in real life, soin the nightmare my friends died and real life?? wow!!kk lets not think about it....orite maybe tats allbb tc and i'm rolling hahahx lolx XD c u nxt tyme ... =D
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Monday, November 19, 2007
11:36 PM
k now i'm
freaking f*** stress up doing tis
UG campfire proposal..
boleh
mati buat nyer....anyway
today had NP meeting at j.e libquite fun hahax...
then after the meeting ate at
KFC wif ami erah nab zai leha acap kimi they all....
then we had
freaking fun laughing our ass of man....
then went bak
home tot of taking bus 99 wif nabb but she told me to go take 98 bus ....=.=
nvm then
went bak home and wan to update tis proposal but can't cos there are some changesand i had to take some fast action...hmm..tats when i started to get tis stress thingy and then my brainlike going thinking crazy like jump from the second floor orlike killing myself... hmm...wad the heck...kk gtg c ya nxt time...tc peeps
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Saturday, November 17, 2007
5:47 PM
k i'm now bored like so freaking boooored =.="anyway i'm just gonna post abt CRAP wahoo!!!i'm gonna tell you a "story"Once upon a time..there is tis boy who is noisy and likes to talk carps he have many wonderful great friends and likes to help them tooyou may think tis boy have a wonderful life and all happy stuff but...you're wrong.He always kept his problems and his miserable life to himself...he may look happy outside but sad in the inside...and recently he had some friends who had some "problem"...so he want to help but not sure if he is doing the right thing...so now he is like so fed up about it cozdo he have the rights to help them or is he some busybody?the end tats all lolx XD i know my "story" sucks big time lolx XDNote to "Some Person"listen to every part story before you jump to conclusion..and don't you have nothing better to do?and stop lying to a liarpeople tis days are so "hypocrite"
i'm no exception
coz nobody is perfect ~like duh =.=
anyway stop criticizing yourself...and GET A LIFE!!!
♥
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
10:48 PM
kk i'm like
bored now...
anyway
i just realized tat my life is miserable for a good reason...
and
after i know tat reason i now don't care tat much..
cos everyone in tis world die but you never know when is your turn..so enjoy your life now(i'm enjoying my life now.. =P)anyway today did nothing much (
ankle sakit aper nak uat XD)
just rot at home as usual lolx XD...
then clean up my room pack the old stuff thingy....bored really =.=now
i'm always feeling guilty =.=
just
hope i can get my life back the usual faez life ....hmm =,=
kk gtg anyway
sori if i did not post 4 th nxt few weeks cos i will be very busy...thx
♥
Monday, November 12, 2007
9:55 PM
k today nothing much..just woke up went to school with mom
to take tis form thingy~like wad the hell la~
then went back home and rot all day long
feeling down hmm...
anyway i hurt my same ankle again its like OUCH!! =(
i think i nearly broke it (hope not...)
so from now on i can't do anything much hmm... =(
how sad and miserable can my life be...
and i juz get scolded by mom sad to say for no reason hmm... =(
anyway i like to say thx a lot for those who did my true friend test
thx to : Md Yasser
Amirul Hafiz
Nabilah Sadali
Nur Haini
Siti Zubaidah
Siti Zulaiha
Zaizikki
(sori if there is any wrong spelling =S )
and even though some did not pass my test i
still appreciate it and know you people are my friends
may our friendship go all the way... =D
♥
Sunday, November 11, 2007
7:48 PM
k time to update my blog...
anyway yesterday was
freaking fun =D
we went to esplanade to watch tis theater: wangi jadi saksi
surprisingly i can quite understand hahax lolx
then after tat
hang out wif da expresso and fit....then
we like walk around
randomly and took pics funny sak...
and for today did nothing much just
rot at home =/
quite bored hmm....
sad to say yesterday some people know my secret and now i feel freaking guilty =Xnote to people who know my"
secret" pls don't spread it cos it will made me more
guilty and I'm
sori cos i had to do it....
and maybe I'm not "
going" where I'm supposed to be...=(
anyway i hope you guys will not be affected by tis....
~sad~ =(
For MY/YOUR Info:
I'm now fighting a never ending war and hope no one get hurt..
and if I've
change pls tell me cos i can't judge myself and do tell me thx.. =)
♥
Friday, November 09, 2007
10:06 PM
wussup people lolx anyway good news to me hahax i have recovered from my ankle injury
yahoo!!!
anyway tis few days i went shopping wif mua sis =D
i bought black,
orange and
red~maroon colour t-shirt..
then today some usual stuff went to skol then to friday prayer then went out wif sis then went back home and went out again go to kelas remaje then go home...
tis the same old usual thingy...but the
unusual thingy is
when i saw some
weird but yet
stylish hair-do hahax...
i was like laughing my ass off man....but then wad to say they call it
fashioni call it
stupidity to the
max coz i don't have sense of fashion tats y...hahax lolx XD
orite i wan to talk
crap now cos i'm like
bored.. =,=
i always says that u must always
take two step forward cos someone gonna just hold you one step back...and
in life its hard to find your
perfect life partner cos
nobody is perfect...like duh =,=
and
when people say
I LOVE YOU do they really mean it?
i mean its the
three simple words but ..
saying it is different from understanding it...
to
simplified it is easy to say but hard to understand...sad to say am i rite??anyway tats y i see
people having hard time wif their love life...
sad sak =(
but still you had to move on rite...
life is just like roller coaster there's its up and down moments....
wad to say.....wad to say...
kk tats all maybe nxt tyme i'll talk more crap..hahax XD
bb peeps take care =D
♥
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
10:39 PM
k today i just rot at home do nothing cos
yesterday i sprained my left ankle!!!
its like wad the **** la...=X
anyway yesterday i was helping out with the shifting of the np room
and sad to say there is onli 5 people =(
then we were carrying tis metal cupboard and i can't see where i'm going then KABOOM i hurt myself..=(
but now my ankle is recovering yahoo!!!
k i think tats all nxt tyme see you....
♥
Monday, November 05, 2007
8:00 PM
yeah yesterday just got back frm ATC camp
summary of ATC =D
1st day
Well woke up and did a last minute pack then went to fit house to go friday prayers
and also go to camp same2...after the that went to school to report
then si mr tham suroh aku balik then i was like wad the fcuk la but still i
refuse to go and kinda angry wif him coz he ask me to go home juz 4 no good reason....
anyway i manage to go yeah !!! then took bus to the jetty and took the bumboat
there at the pulau ubin jetty i took a van wif the teachers and someothers cos i was ask to carry the firewoods yg laen kene jalan kesian aku tengok lolx XD
few min later the rest came anyway i was at the sec3 Nordin camp
then we pitch tent...i was proud of ycss coz we boys pitch 2 tents which means that
we are good at pitching tents
then went to report at the MPH and introduce ourself to our new teammate
then someone in my group was "transfered" to the other group sad sak....=(
then had dinner and after dinner play icebreaker which was damn fun sak lolx
then sleep in the tent wif fitri and syafiq and also my new but old friend zainudin ,hamaludin and nawawi ...first we cannot sleep coz i make a lot of noise hahax
then when i was the first to sleep all sleep also lolx funny sak XD
2nd day
Woke up early in the morning at 3 and had water parade yahoo fun sak but damn cold the water..then at 5.30 woke everybody up lolx noisy sak kite
had our 5bx tiring....
then had breakfast then i went to kg baharu coz i'm one of the show committee who gonna teach the sec2 the campfire song which we will be having on tat nite
then after tat had our activity which was totally freaking fun =D
but did not do the rafting cos lighting was detected nearby...=,=
anyway after the activity the best fun start which is the campfire =D
we as in the show committee had some "warm up" then tats when my freaking craziness start ....i had a lot of fun making noise and talking carp lolx XD
when the campfire start all was nervous but i was like relax ... lolx XD
and my rating for the campfire is 7.5/10
then after the campfire the show committee had special xtra time to bath and eat
then we sleep early coz tired due to the campfire...
3rd day
Woke up late cos tired and had 3bx i think anyway the morning pt was quite relaxing then had mass clean up and the we finish the area cleaning very fast sak
so had tyme for games fun sak..then after the games had prize presentation
congratz to Esley and Haini 4 getting the best camper award!!!!
then after tat wait 4 the sec2 then we all on the way to the jetty to go back home yay =D
then back at mainland singapore,we were dismissed at lakeside MRT
then me and tarmizi went to MakanShiok hungry beb...
then went back home and unpacked my bag then tot of sleeping but then friends
ask to play soccer then agreed tired
Three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for everyone.... uhga shaka uhga shaka uhga shaka uh!!!!!!!
well tats all for the diary of ATC
anyway today did nothing much just chill and relax one corner
thats all bb take care my friends
anyway i just did some test at ami and yas blog and made one at my blog so if can do ya.. thx =D
♥
Thursday, November 01, 2007
11:06 PM
k i'm now
freaking sick (
body temp says 39.7..)
then sumore tmr i got ATC Camp dunno weather wan to go or not..hmm
mabok sak aku ...
somebody pls help me..argh..
hmm wad to do,wad to do...
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