Salam,
hello there, *actually i'm not sure who will be reading this...*
anyway, just an update....(while waiting for Champ League Night Match to start...hehehe)
recently i've been busy with NP and Silat....well that as usual i guess...
but i guess things have been more complicated than i expected....
i'm not sure which is worst, having too much commitment or commitment too many...
*what's the diff? i'm not quite sure...hmm...*
but still the line says it all....firstly, today we had our 1st rehearsal for the grand opening ceremony for the school....and i tell you it was quite stressful that i myself make mistakes....haiz....
what to do...but thats not all, the GOH contingent them self, isn't even reach my lowest expectation...well can't blame them though, it was their first grand parade....the only reasonable person to blame would be me...haiz...the only thing that i want was to have a great parade for them to remember thats all....its that even hard to ask for???
hmm....thats on NP side,
and on Silat side, well the truth is i have been getting "lazy" to come for training....i don't know why but its like a disease, once i had it, its hard to cure....and thats not the only thing, being a Asst.Secretary is quite tough when the person that you need them to guide you is busy....
well somehow that is understandable...due to school and stuff...but still can't anybody else help me? i hate when people expect me to do something while they left me just like that...
*its ok if you don't understand the paragraph above...* too much things to say but don't know how to put it together....
haiz....
somehow right now i need somebody to talk to....feel like talking about the past, present and the future...but then who in the right mind would listen to me...right?
i mean why bother listening to others when you got your own problem...right?
k well actually i was hoping nobody would read this but who the hell cares...
*some more i don't think people read blogs now days*
for now i write where it makes sense to me....but in the future later, i'll be like,wth is wrong with me...hahahhaa...
k2 i think i gtg....
its getting late...
bb tc and CYA
thanks and regards,
Peace out :)
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